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Name: Philip
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Fayetteville
Birthday: 7/16/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: brittany........mmmmmm, cutest girl ever for real and she is mine, and i am hers, and that makes us happy
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Expertise: Drinking, Fighting, Fucking. I am really a loveable guy, I stand by my family.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
2/17/2003
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| God it has been a long time since I have been on here. So much has happened and so many things have changed. Right now my life is crashing to the ground and I am losing everything, my wife, my boys and of course my dog had to run away. I saw my wife and youngest son today for about 3 hours. She said she would finally come home tonight and stay until she leaves for Seattle on Wednesday. But I do not feel like this is going to happen. I get the idea that she will text me and say "Sorry I had a few drinks and I don't want to drive. So I am just going to stay at Emily's tonight. I will talk to you tomorrow." Then I will say "I can come get you and Z and bring you home." Then after about 15 minutes of waiting for a response I will try to call and it will go straight to voicemail. That's about when I start getting these crazy visions in my head of her screwing some white trash piece of shit and I really start to freak out and leave like 20 messages and 1,000 text messages slowly get more hostile until I get so pissed I break down.
It is pretty obvious I lived through my deployment to Iraq. The Army has changed me a lot. I am very grateful to be alive right now. I have moved up and I am in charge of a weapons team. I leave for Louisiana to Ft Polk in about two weeks. After that depending on what my marital status is I may go off to Ranger school and then Special Forces selection. I am not sure though. I am not sure about a lot of things anymore. Like is anyone going to read this or am I just venting to myself?
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| ok so i will get to warsaw sometime today, not really sure. but yeah, hit me up if you want to hang out. | | |
| Ok so I am not seeing what the big deal is. Ok yeah it is a little freaky to go take a piss at night when there is a chance a rocket might fly in and hit you, but hey, I guess something similar could happen at home. I am at this little base of sorts run by Marines. I never really had anything against the Marines until being here. They complain all day about how their 6 month deployment is taking forever, and meanwhile we sit here hoping ours doesn't get extended to 18 months. When someone can deploy here and then go back home before I get the chance to take mid tour leave they have nothing to complain about. This place I am at is heaven. There is only a handful of Army personel here, and most of them are from my shop anyways. We have amazing food, great laundry service and shortages on water for bathing. It is still better then Kuwait or where the rest of my unit is at. I will put some pics up once I get some good ones, but I should probably get back to "work" sometime. | | |
| So this new show out on the Lifetime channel needs to get canceled. I don't understand why it is getting all these great reviews from magazines and newspapers but I am really seeing how stupid "civilians" are to the military. I hate to break it to you but I don't come home and treat my wife or children like they are in the Army, there is no orders given out, I don't use Military time at home or at work for that matter. The way this show portrays the way Army families live is ridiculous. They show it as we don't care about our families and I am pretty sure thats not true. We have all these groups for our families such as FRG (Family Readiness Group) which keeps our spouses involved in what is going on with us and our work.
The worst part of all that happened in this show is the fact that the soldiers in the show are supposed to be in the 504th PIR, and that my friends is my unit. They are making what I considered a direct insult to me and my wife. I will try to do everything in my power to get this show taken of the air before it makes some sort of lasting impression on American Society.
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| to all my friends, i will be heading to Kuwait on June
6th and then to Iraq around June 20th. I will be home for 2 weeks in
about 6-9 months from this time. I will be home for at least a year
when i get back in July or August of next year. Until then have fun and
be safe | | |
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